Sara Laughs
Bag of BonesSara Laughs is the western Maine lodge whose history, domestic spaces, and lakeside setting bind Michael Noonan’s bereavement to the novel’s haunting and its buried past. First a beloved retreat shared with Johanna, it becomes a house Michael avoids after her death, then a place he returns to and finally calls home. Its significance lies not only in what happens there: the lodge holds the residue of an interrupted marriage, draws Michael back into writing, and shelters him and Kyra during the storm, while its supernatural manifestations make the house feel like an active presence rather than a neutral setting.
Setting and Ownership
The house stands beside Dark Score Lake in an unincorporated part of western Maine identified on state maps as RR-90. Michael and Johanna acquired it before buying their Edwardian home on Benton Street in Derry; at one point, they own both houses free and clear. The lodge is large enough to seem almost a resort, although Michael describes it as a lakeside log home. Locals have called it Sara Laughs for nearly a century, and the name is burned into a board at the driveway.
The setting is secluded but not entirely cut off. A narrow, unnamed, two-mile lane loops through the woods and meets Route 68 at both ends. Its numbered entrances are called Lane Forty-two, a practical designation for reporting a fire rather than a name the couple chose. The lane’s double ruts and grass-covered crown make the approach feel as if it belongs to the woods, not to a settled town. Johanna sometimes called the lodge the hideout; the description fits its remoteness, but also anticipates the way the house becomes a refuge from the life Michael has left behind.
The ownership history complicates Michael’s memories of who wanted the house. He initially casts Johanna as the house person in their marriage, the one who chose apartments, arranged their rooms, and persuaded him to take on the Derry house. On reflection, he recognizes that he himself first proposed a place in western Maine, collected real-estate brochures, found Sara Laughs in an advertising handout, and contacted the agent. His memory shifts again when he considers the possibility that Sara had sought him out. The house’s hold on him is thus not easily explained as either Johanna’s preference or his own deliberate choice.
A House of Memory
After Johanna dies, Michael stays away from Sara Laughs even as its caretaker, Bill Dean, continues to maintain it. Each spring Bill removes the storm shutters, checks the pump and generator, and anchors the swimming float; in fall he replaces the shutters and drains the pipes. The regular cycle keeps the lodge ready through Michael’s absence, preserving the possibility of return without making the return easy.
On July 3, 1998, Michael sets out for the house with suitcases and his PowerBook, but turns back into his Derry home before leaving. That departure scene makes the decision concrete: the rooms seem empty and forlorn to him, though the furniture remains uncovered and the electricity is on. When he does reach Sara Laughs, the driveway has been cleared, a light burns over the back stoop, and the house appears much as he remembers it. Its steadiness contrasts with the grief and uncertainty that have made the trip difficult.
Inside, everyday objects give Johanna’s absence a physical form. A book remains open with a corner turned down where she used to read and eat plums; Quaker Oats are still in the pantry, and her green robe hangs behind a bathroom door. Michael has dreaded encountering such signs of her interrupted life. Elsewhere, his office holds the desk where he finished The Red-Shirt Man, a photograph of Richard Nixon, and a rug Johanna made for him. These details make the lodge an archive of ordinary marriage as well as a site of supernatural unease.
Brenda Meserve has prepared the house for Michael’s return, leaving fresh wildflowers and a welcome card in her handwriting. The gesture meets him at a moment when he is emotionally exhausted; the house is not only a storehouse of grief but also a place where other people’s care makes a new arrival possible. Later, Michael describes being in Sara Laughs as feeling like coming home. He eventually understands that he has reclaimed the house, even though that return brings him closer to the pain and mysteries he had hoped to leave behind.
Haunting and the Work of Return
Michael’s dreams in the fall and winter of 1997–98 repeatedly place him on the lane, walking toward the lodge. The dreams recall the opening line of Rebecca’s Manderley, but their destination is Sara Laughs: an old, secluded house that seems to hold the past nearer than the people who have lived through it. Michael reflects that time moves more slowly within a house, especially an old one, and that Johanna feels closer to Sara than she does in his life, where she has been dead for nearly four years. The building gives this difference in time a setting and a shape.
On returning, Michael first finds that the house is quiet; no phantom touch or movement confirms his suspicions. Yet the absence of an obvious disturbance does not settle the question. A tall man with a tape recorder appears in the doorway of a bare room, and Michael begins to believe that he is not alone. He later places the Memo-Scriber under Bunter, the stuffed moose, and lets it record while he sleeps. These attempts to observe the house turn its domestic furnishings into part of Michael’s effort to distinguish what he experiences from what he can verify.
The manifestations become entangled with Michael’s work. After a night associated with retrieving his old typewriter from Johanna’s studio, he recognizes that the act has significance for his writing. He is frightened to leave the lodge with his just-begun manuscript, and remains there while working on the novel that would be called My Childhood Friend. The house is therefore both a source of disturbance and the place where Michael’s stalled creative life starts moving again.
The haunting also resists a single, settled explanation. Bunter’s bell rings when Michael enters the house; Michael worries that a scream he has heard may have been Johanna in pain. An apparent message later appears among the refrigerator magnets, and other messages and disturbances make the kitchen part of the house’s uncanny vocabulary. The signs do not simply decorate the setting: they shape Michael’s choices, keeping him attentive to the lodge and to the possibility that its past is communicating with him.
Conflicts, Shelter, and Hidden History
The lodge’s supernatural activity intersects with the human conflict over Kyra. Michael tells Bill Dean that the house is haunted. Bill replies that Sara Laughs has always been haunted and suggests that Michael has stirred its inhabitants up; he even advises him to return to Derry and let them settle. Michael nevertheless believes he cannot leave because the matters that must be resolved are here. The exchange establishes a difference between the caretaker’s familiarity with the house and Michael’s urgent need to remain inside its reach.
The house is also dangerous in the account Jo gave before her death. John Storrow recalls that she was on her way to Sara Laughs and had asked him to wait in the driveway rather than enter; she said the house was dangerous. Michael later understands that Jo had learned distressing things about the lodge, the lake, or the wider TR area, and that this knowledge helps explain her reluctance to return. Her secret investigation included clandestine trips to the TR during 1993 and 1994, recorded in notebooks and typed pages that Michael discovers in her studio during the storm. Sara Laughs is thus connected to evidence of a past that Jo investigated without sharing it with him.
The July storm makes the building’s practical role as shelter inseparable from its uncanny atmosphere. When the weather becomes too dangerous for Michael and Kyra to remain outside, he brings her into Sara Laughs. The log walls, nearly a century old, withstand the storm, although a small tree breaks the kitchen window and a loose door claps in the basement. The house protects them from the immediate weather without becoming peaceful: Michael walks Kyra through the living room as she suffers, while Bunter’s bell continues to sound. The lodge functions as a refuge, but one that offers no clean division between safety and fear.
During the same storm, Michael goes down the hill to Johanna’s studio, where the notebooks reveal the scale of her concealed research. He finds fragmentary notes and typed transcriptions made during those earlier trips, enough to convince him that the story of what happened and how it was covered up can be recovered there. The building’s outlying spaces—the studio and its storage area—therefore extend its role beyond domestic memory: they contain records that connect the present crisis to the region’s hidden history.
The House as Home and Narrative Center
Sara Laughs remains the place Michael chooses even after its dangers become explicit. When he asks whether it is safe to stay, the answer he receives is mixed, but he concludes that leaving would give him nowhere to go and that the unresolved matters are there. His decision is not simply an attraction to a picturesque retreat; it follows from the lodge’s convergence of personal loss, unfinished work, Jo’s clues, and the threats surrounding Kyra.
That convergence gives the house an unusually active narrative role. Its rooms preserve the traces of Johanna, its messages interrupt ordinary domestic life, and its hidden archive changes Michael’s understanding of what she knew. At the same time, Sara Laughs is a material building that Bill maintains, a lakeside home that withstands a storm, and the setting in which Michael resumes a novel. The supernatural and the practical are never wholly separated: a light left burning, a repaired approach, or a sheltering wall can matter alongside a ringing bell or a disturbing message.
By early November, Michael is still living at Sara Laughs and has put the Derry house up for sale. The change gives physical consequence to the return that began as a hesitant trip from the city: the Maine lodge becomes his continuing home rather than a temporary refuge. Yet the house’s meaning remains bound to what Johanna feared and what she left undisclosed. Its final significance is therefore double. Sara Laughs is where Michael rebuilds a life after bereavement, and where he must confront the past that made the house more than a home.